nice BMW

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry

You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you, tell you I need you

Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets and ask me your questions

Oh, let's go back to the start

Running in circles, coming up tails

Heads on a science apart

Nobody said it was easy

It's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh, take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures

Pulling the puzzles apart

Questions of science, science and progress

Do not speak as loud as my heart

But tell me you love me, come back and haunt me

Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles, chasing our tails

Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy

Oh, it's such a shame for us to part

Nobody said it was easy

No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

Gasit/cautat prin arhive. Acum ceva ani buni. Pe bune?!

Mmmm gotta try a little harder

Nu ti s-a’ntamplat sa ai momente de sinceritate(crezi tu..) dupa ce ai consumat..alcool sau alti demoni?

Si ce te faci cand scrii ..esti foarte concentrat/a..nu cumva sa dai de banuit..cat de euforic/a esti..si convins/a ca acesta e momentul,o sa fie bine?..mai ales..dupa ce te ‘’trezesti’’..si incepi sa-ti rozi buzele,musti obrazul..la ce ineptii ai putut sa scrii. No, asta e…‘’enter-ul’’ e dat demult. Aaaaaaaa …si-ti vine sa-ti smulgi parul din nas..cand la excesul de sinceritate ai mai si precizat ca ‘’imi cer scuze,sunt un pic beat/a..mort..spart..praf..etc’’?

Nu scrie nicaieri ca nu ai voie sa gresesti,dar..de..totusi ti se atrage atentia ca ai o varsta..si ar trebui sa fii responsabil/a de faptele tale. ,,nici o fapta buna nu ramane nepedepsita’’(mi-au luat ani sa inteleg ce a vrut sa mi spuna,au trecut ani si parca are dreptate…si o sa mai treaca,dar prea tarziu..). tot ce mi-a ramas e o tacere acuta..pe care, jur ca o sa I pun capat! Ironic…tot tu m-ai invatat sa fac nod de spanzuratoare.si-mi iese impecabil..

Iertarea cere pacate.

Deci,ce faci, Lupti sau Abandonezi?

I'm just trying to find my way

Well, my path has gone astray
I'm just trying to find my way
Wandered here from far away
I'm just trying to find my way
You were never meant to see
All the things inside of me
Now I too have gone away
I'm just trying to find my way
I have made a great mistake
Pray the lord my soul to take
Ghosts of who I used to be
I can feel them comfort me
It looks as though I'm here to stay
I'm just trying to find my way
I have been to every place
I have been to everywhere
I'm just trying to find my way

Oceanografie

 Cea dintai si singura esentiala bucurie a omului este caritatea, adica o neobosita justificare a bucuriei existentei. A face din viata ta si cunoasterea ta o permanenta bucurie - in pofida tuturor mizeriilor si intunecimilor, si pacatelor, si neputintelor , si dezanadejdilor - iata o datorie cu adevarat virila, o datorie a omului si a omeniei din tine. A face din viata ta o victorie continua asupra mortii, contra raului, contra intunericului - aceasta este o datorie pentru care nici o morala din lume si nici o societate nu poate sa treaca. Bucuria de a fi viu, oricat de deznadajduite ar fi baltile din sufletul tau si din jurul tau nu e tot una cu optimismul vulgar al simplei existente biologice. Bucuria vietii depaseste cu mult confortul si sanatatea. Ea nu exclude suferinta, agonia, disperarea - ci dimpotriva, le implica. Pentru ca nu inseamna nimic a te bucura de viata atunci cand ea nu-ti intampina obstacole  si crucificari. Nu pretuieste decat bucuria care a trecut prin toate incercarile si a indurat toate umilintele omului. Cunosti atunci acea inseninare pe care ti-o da sentimentul victoriei vietii din tine, caritatea, siguranta ca nu mai esti singur,bucuria ca dai altora, deci ca acei altii exista, deci ca ai trecut peste hotarele egoismului tau, hotare inlauntrul carora a luat nastere suferinta."

And did you know? I never thought that you'd lose that light in your eyes..

Look at him now
He's pale somehow
But he's coming round
He's starting to choke
It's been so long since he spoke
Well he can have the words right from my mouth
And with these words I can see
Clear through the clouds that covered me
Just give it time then speak my name
Now we can hear ourselves again
I'm holding out ............................................. (he's standing on the threshold)
For the day ............................................... ... (caught in fiery anger)
When all the clouds ....................................... (and hurled into the furnace)
Have blown away ............................................... .. (he'll curse the place)
I'm with you now .................................... (he's torn in all directions)
Can speak your name .............................................. (and still the screen is flickering)
Now we can hear ........................................ (waiting for the flames)
Ourselves again .......................................... (to break)